As I have learned life isn't always easy and its not always cupcakes and rainbows. For the past couple nights I have been plaugued with these aweful vivid nightmares that are just crazy. Its gotten to the point where im like maybe I should have some sort of sleep medicine.Then I also have back pains that hinder my sleep too.
Of course my first nightmare was about the guy that made me leary of men and made me have trust issues.I woke up after that one and just hated that I still think of him and have to have what he did in my mind and heart forever. Now that im a parent I cant imaginr doing what he did to anyone none the less my child or my spouse. How a person could not love there child and just write them off is beyond me.
My child is my life my world my everything and so is my husband.
The second nightmare was crazy in it self too and just way too vivid. Between that and the back pain I felt last I was up and rolling around. Madison started crying at 630 something am in the morning so I got up to take care of her since I couldn't sleep anyways and I decided to go out for a walk and start drinking water since they say thats the best thing. I just finished that 16.9 oz bottle at 5pm I am not a big drinker and that was all I drank today beside a yougurt. I actually enjoyed walking in the morning and I had more energy doing that with only getting 3hrs or less sleep then when I get a full night sleep and wake at 830am. I guess my new routine is waking up at 6am and starting my day during the week.
Tonight is Rays vollyball game go team!!
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