Men and signs

I hate when us women put out the plain signs that men should see loud and clear and they just ignore them. We're doing this stuff to get your attention not to just have you walk right by us. Sometimes seriously it makes us feel horrible. But for real when we're looking our best and your wondering why were not getting your signs you should know why.

Thinking and Laundry

So as I was folding my huge mound of laundry today I was thinking about my eating habits and how I should better them. Everyone has and probably does think of that. So I was thinking does eating the junk do anything for me yes I might want it at that moment but does it make me stronger,thinner,wiser,healthier no it does not so why should I be eating it. It's very hard to change eating habits after doing the same thing for many many years and growing up doing it but it is worth it to change. Change is good. Changing eating habits and the way we think is good thinking of our body and what our body needs is what we need to do. Does our body need to have these huge portions to function no but we have a customed our bodies to thinking we need those portions. I remember reading somewhere that when we eat we only need to fill our body up 80% for it to be comfortable we don't need all that extra food and to fill our bodies up way past the fill line. Food for thought.

nightmares and life let downs

       As I have learned life isn't always easy and its not always cupcakes and rainbows. For the past couple nights I have been plaugued with these aweful vivid nightmares that are just crazy. Its gotten to the point where im like maybe I should have some sort of sleep medicine.Then I also have back pains that hinder my sleep too.

       Of course my first nightmare was about the guy that made me leary of men and made me have trust issues.I woke up after that one and just hated that I still think of him and have to have what he did in my mind and heart forever. Now that im a parent I cant imaginr doing what he did to anyone none the less my child or my spouse. How a person could not love there child and just write them off is beyond me.

My child is my life my world my everything and so is my husband.

     The second nightmare was crazy in it self too and just way too vivid. Between that and the back pain I felt last I was up and rolling around. Madison started crying at 630 something am in the morning so I got up to take care of her since I couldn't sleep anyways and I decided to go out for a walk and start drinking water since they say thats the best thing.  I just finished that 16.9 oz bottle at 5pm I am not a big drinker and that was all I drank today beside a yougurt. I actually enjoyed walking in the morning and I had more energy doing that with only getting 3hrs or less sleep then when I get a full night sleep and wake at 830am. I guess my new routine is waking up at 6am and starting my day during the week.

Tonight is Rays vollyball game go team!!