People say that eventually I'll forget how traumatic giving birth was but there's still times where it's burned in my mind and I remember what I was feeling and everything.I'm laying in bed trying to get some sleep and for some reason I keep thinking about it and how much pain I was in.People say I'll eventually forget the pain and then feel well enough to have another one but right now I can't even imagine.It still scares me.I love my daughter more then anything though.I love my family.